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 Assalamualaikum  n Salam perjuangan smua!!!!

long time no posts..very2 long time since i've been very busy studying and struggling to complete my first year medical course..

Now
Alhamdulillah i've already pass my first year study and now i'm in year 2 , still continuing my study
and,

Hopefully

i will be able to complete my medicine  in 3 years to come..Really2 hope to finish studying so soon .(Insha Allah).as i want to work and collect money, treating my family and friends with delicious food, i can see my parents so often, and then sending my parents for Hajj ,and then...?married? i don think yet..huhu

Being a child to a parent, a member to a many siblings, a student to a teachers and lecturers, a member to a community ..there are a huge responsibilities that one must accomplish..this is a trust for me..I wonder whether i can carry  this trust and do my responsibilities as it should be..May Allah guide me and give me strength for it.

days by days
before today
there are so many events (happy and sad) that happen to me that i could not remember about them.
Because i don't want to remember some of them ..but the one that i do't want to remember was very strong adherence in my memory. .ironically., it makes me remember it..so
wat law is it..?Law of Laplace ? Law of Starling Forces ? Law of Attraction ?I cannot guess..
by the way, the thing that leaves a  very strong effect to us will remain long-lasting in our memory..Am I right?? So? Law of Cause and Effect???
For sure it is all coming from Allah s.w.t..He had been planning something to us..there's reason to why and why dis happend
So that we believe in Sunnatullah..


anyway , i want to talk more but i hav time depletion right this time

just read and don leave any cooment okay ?

Tq
Wassalam

~something to ponder~

Assalamualaikum..

firstly wanna say :

something that we are longing for , and then at one time we got chance to get it, but still not enough at it.ermm...got wat i mean??

if still not enough, we will still feel satisfied because we try hard to appreciate it.rite??

an analogy to this: you are given pearl by someone,,u really like it !then u take care of it and always look at it attentively.then one day,,u lost it.wat do u feel???of course sad, rite?
but, positively speaking, u will feel satisfied and happy inside because u had a chance to cherish that pearl

so ,

whenever u got chance to spend ur time with ur beloved ones, try to appreciate that moment..
dat's so sweet to recall back when u hav to leave them
believe it or not?


all the things in this world are temporary,only in the hereafter will be eternal and forever.so it is Sunnatullah that pertemuan berakhir dengan perpisahan.meeting ends up with farewell..it is more meaningful when meeting and farewell is for the sake of Allah Taala.


also..
the significance of patience .
patience is the most important value in muslim's life . Only if, we have no patience,, it will be chaos in our daily conduct, especially when encountered with difficulties and problems.
indeed, Allah has promised to always be with those who are Patient.No matter how hard your problem is, bear in mind that Allah will never leaves u and always helping you..


“O you who believe! Seek help in patience and prayer. Truly! Allah is with the patient.” (Verse 153) Surat Al-Baqarah.


“And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Saabireen (the patient). Who, when afflicted with calamity, say: “Truly! To Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return. And they are those who are blessed and they are those who receive His Mercy, and it is they who are the guided-ones.” (Verses 155 to 157) surat Al-Baqarah.


in short, as reminder for myself and you all, always pray to Allah so that He will grant us strength and patience to cope with all the obstacles and calamities dat befall us.


wassalam..

~Reflection~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Juz want to share
I got plenty of input last night..
from the talk that i attended , given by very determined and impressive person.
the way person talk tells who she is

these are sorts of things dat she said to us that opens our mind and made us think back


~the way u behave tells who u r, way u think tells who u are
~inspiration vs. motivation..big difference
~the problematic person is the one who had plenty of problems,
~migraine person worries thing much (??)
~thought --->emotion--->action--->response..fikiran hasilkan emosi , emosi hasilkan tindakan ,tindakan hasilkan respons.apa yang kita fikir ,bgitulah yang kita buat, dan itulah yang kita dapat.the more u give, the more u get.
~we are spiritual being,,not human being.dat's right
~when we are in front of the mirror. , wat is exactly we? the one who is looking or the one who is being looked??? sounds odd. in malay: bila kita depan cermin, apa sebenarnya kita.?? seseorang yang melihat diri sendiri or seseorang yang dilihat???. dat means seseorang yang melihat diri kita sendiri is spiritual being one.dan seseorang yang dilihat is physical being one.dat's it.
~conscious and subconscious mind. scara x sedar, subconscious mind yang kawal kita (in alpha state).. difficult to explain. but what i understand subconscious mind is when u are imagining of someting or thinkin deeply or trying to visualize ur wish in ur mind.it can influence ur life.for example :
*thinking of someone u admire gives strength to u, while thinking of someone u hates most weakened u
*thinking of good thing can brings positive results to u.right??
~belajar utk tahu, bkn belajar utk passs. (esp . medical stdnt.).medicine she said is zero defect business.
~belajar utk memaafkan, n cari yang baik-baik dalam diri stiap orang, bersangka baik dgn orang , don't buzy urself with finding other's faults..eveyone is imperfect.
~think big and be open-minded person.u will get big result
~Be the one who will be known by penduduk langit,not known by penduduk dunia but di langit tidak dikenali
~the happy person is the one who is happy to see others happy.
~All our actions are for the sake of Allah s.w.t.Lillahi taala..dat's important.only for him.if buat untk orang , or utk dinilai orang, we surely get nothing.
~If we have Allah with us, we hav evrything..we don need anything else instead of Him


There are a lot more points that i missed actually.but these r the only things dat i can remember.since i don jot down the points las night. hopefully , these will inspire us to be better than yesterday and improve our life.

TQ
wassalam..

what a special !!! 2

cont'd

Last time i've been telling a half story regarding specialty.now this is the continuity..

the fact that a ball rolling passed me is not a surprise as that will happened at last when there are people playing around with ball.But i feel quite shocked when suddenly a person that was coming to pick the ball is quite unique. His physical appearance with imperfect lower limb allignment (i don know how to describe..,but seems like that ) and walking clumsily made me startled for a while,,

From his looks,,he was very happy taking the ball and talk something with his mother and other brothers..
..
then i ran away after that.,,letting them play happily without people's interference..But, when i thought back,,his weakness makes him special in the eyes of his family.Lucky to hav a loving family that takes care much of each other. Regardless healthy or physical defect,,everyone is treated equally.Family bonding and love is very amazing.Subhanallah!


I wish all of us live in a happy family or will hav a happy family ever after..

coz everything in this world is imperfect.Wat i want to say is everyone has his own weakness and specialty..not only weakness from physical aspect..but in different and variety of aspects.

As gentle reminder for myself and u too..
accept weakness and specialty of others with open heart,,then others will accept weakness and specialty in u


what makes different is people's view.so,,everything is up to us.ourselves..


becoz Allah create weakness and specialty for His creatures not for any reason but to be thankful to Him as The Greatest Creator..

By the way ,i postpone here..

~live well & take care~!

what a special!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..
Alhamdulillah i manage to do blogging again

long time no story to be posted..(not so long..hehe)

what's wrong with this "what a special!!"

it just came across my mind not long ago. Everything happened got its reason ,right??


well,,

hav u ever think that u r special ? or maybe certain person think that u r so special to him/her??

If that's so,,what makes u or people think that way??

maybe coz of kindness, intelligency, beauty, power, influence, wealth or distinguished ability??whoa!!!awesome..

when thinking about specialty, let it direct us to be grateful to Allah s.w.t for giving us the "nikmat" or " special gifts" that some people don't get .shouldn't we??

sometimes specialty doesn't mean that everything is about achievement, appearance , special abilities or something that is only in good state or descriptions.

specialty is abstract.dis is wat i think..i can say, everything can be special depending the way it is perceived.specialty is in the eyes of the beholder,,can it be??



let me tell a story


once in the evening , at the park,
i was sitting on the swing looking at the children playing happily
At my, back, there was one family was enjoying themselves.i just glanced shortly at them.the brothers were playing football and their mother and maybe aunt were watching and cheering for them.After a while,,the ball is thrown and rolling in front of me.but before that, i was just expected that this will happened.

Can u guess what was happening after that??

i think i hav to continue to make this post as short as possible :)

to be continued.....

that moment.

sometimes we didn't expect what comes up after us,right???
Something unpredictable.
Something unimaginable.
Something we wish not to be happened,but it happened.
people said."yesterday is history,today is story,tomorrow is mystery"

when something unpredictable happen to u,,wat d u think u would do ?
what will u think about that moment ??
scary right?
everyone wish to not being encountered in any unwanted events,.
But the fact is when it comes to his/her fate,no one can avoid or run from it.no one can escape from it..dat is the power of fate held by Allah S.W.T.

For me, 1 thing that i realize , when something unpredictable happen to us,,then it makes us to return back to original nature (fitrah).Basically, dat things are sad and bad events.
Y so??
As gentle reminder from our God that we r the only human dat is very inferior and weak when facing difficulties and calamities in our life.so that we always remember and rely on Allah in every circumstances.

The beautiful pattern of tarbiyah dat Allah gives to every humankind.,

For sure,,trials He gives suit our capabilities.

So, when encountering any unexpected events or calamities in life.,please be thankful to Allah S.W.T because he is greeting us with His love .He wants us to remember Him so that we will not lost and going astray from truth.Please cherish that moment of love coz at that time u will find out dat u r remembering Him the most ,,isn't it??
Hope that moment of love will make us to stay closer to Allah not only that time,,but almost..every time

In fact,,

one will experience the sweetness of iman when he/she try hard to endure the bitterness of pain and trials.

..try..

Assalamualaikum...

As for my entry this time..I want to let u know it now.

Being khalifah is not as easy as ABC..,right??


so,

Let's try our best to be the best child in the family, in the eyes of our parents, relatives, society, n ummah for the whole.

let's just try,,who knows maybe someday u r the one that can make whole world peaceful again..people are waiting for that person who can make changes in this world since we are really tired living in such corruption world,,bribery is everywhere,,social problems is rising day to day,,killing,bombing and terrorism and so on..imagine how long we can live in this scary world if the problems and crisis is arising by days???how about our next generation ??Will we let them to live that way??So , youth are the groups that society or people are relying on .

It is not impossible and not possible also..but the choice is in our hands right now.As long as we have determination , put our maximum efforts, chasing towards the goal, we try as best as we can for our benefit as well as ummah .

I'm talking about our nation actually,,who is slowly and slowly declining ,loss in their own luxurious world,,loss responsibility towards society,,forgetting the values ,children at home,,ignoring other people's matters by being selfish, lack consciousness about religious duties..

Frankly,,if we rethink back.,,who are the one to be blamed at all??the richs?,,becoz they didn't be generous to poor for giving fund.poors?, for they are lazy to work and look for money.parents?becoz they fail to educate their children.children?they are so stubborn and got influenced by peers at school.criminal?for they are creating chaos everywhere..police??for they are not doing their work and always enjoy.


who??it is everyone's mistake,and that's why it is everyone's responsibility..especially the youth as the only society groups that can be able to refresh back the corrupted world into peace is the young ladies and gentlemen.

Nevertheless,,we cannot neglect the fact that there are so many factors that can lead to the declining of morality and civilization of nation..At this age,,the main culprit is mass media like tv,internet that serve to us so many elements of moral destructive things that sometimes we cannot stop it.,really,,it is dangerous for children as it can affect them mentally and psychologically..SERIOUSLY!!!!pornographic elements for example .i really hate this fact but it is the truth..

what can i say,,the world is under the power of elite or so-called illuminati.They are the grups that control the world,;technology,,economy,,power and everything..That is why knowledge is very important so that we can use knowledge to lead people and take the power over any fields

this is serious matter..no time to point at anyone..so, let's make a move now..better to be fast and commitedly.Allah has revealed to us through prophet Muhammad s.a.w guidance and rules so that we can lead our life in right way..So, let's try to revive and keep the Legacy that our prophet Muhammad s.a.w brought into our nation today onwards.

soory,,this entry is quite long.
Actually there r so many things that i want to say,,but i hav to delay it first for any reason..it is not convenient to spill it all in one time .Better be slowly and gradually...hihihi

wassalam.